I have never had any problems with any of my previous pregnancies and am so grateful for that, my pregnancy brain is totally ridiculous when it comes to blowing everything totally out of proportion! So, that being said I had (or am having) a bit of a scare on Monday. I had a little bleeding Monday evening, which had me completely terrified. Jon gave me a blessing and in it promised that the baby (and I) would be healthy and strong throughout the pregnancy- I did feel a lot of relief after the blessing but I was still worried (I know- lack of faith...I'm trying).
I called my midwife the next day and she had me come in to take a blood test and urine sample and then I took another blood test today. I am assuming (because I haven't heard back from them - and she said they would contact me same-day immediately if there was a problem), now that everything is okay...but, I have to say every time I go pee I am horrified that there will be blood there! I know I am totally keyed up with anxiety, but its my baby and there is nothing more frustrating and scary then not being able to protect this perfect being that is in my care.
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